காலம்லாம் மாறவில்லை. நம்மதான் மாறிக்கிட்டே வர்ரோம். பிரச்சினைகள் மாறுது. நம் சுற்றுப்புறம் மாறுகிறது.. நம்முடைய பர்ஸ்பக்டிவ் மாறுகிறது
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ப்ளாகர் பக்கம் நானும் வருவதில்லை. எனக்கு எக்ஸ்ட்ரீம்லி குட் மெமரி. எல்லாமே நேத்து நடந்தமாறி இருக்கும் . இது பெரிய பிரச்சினை. உங்க வயது மறந்து விடும். இன்னும் சின்னப் பிள்ளை மாறியே நெனச்சுக்குவீங்க. மற்றவர்கள் உங்களை "வியேட்"னு சொல்லுவாங்க. However, as long as you dont care what other people think of you, you are OK!
Somehow I got fucked up in blogger life. Because I started anonymous and now it is IMPOSSIBLE to throw away the face mask and reveal who I am for real. I KNOW it wont work. NO one would believe that IS THAT HIM?! It will not work anymore. However writing here improved me in every possible way. These days I write in places where people know me for REAL.I could feel I can write impressively any thoughts I am sharing. Not many could share their thought as I could. How do I know? They all read every post I post but there is no competition. They really dont know how to share their thoughts. It is different community, mostly scientific community. That' the positive aspect from this blogger-writing. It was good training and it is useful elsewhere where I cam be "real me", not an anonymous person.
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The series continues..
"Can I ask you something?"
"Yeah?"
"You dont like interacting with Indians? I see you keep off from them?"
"Well, with my coworkers, you mean?"
"Yeah. You just avoid them?"
"Sorry, They annoy me! They live in US but they dont know what is America is all about. They live in their own fucking world"
"Really?! How so?"
"I dont know. I am an Indian, no matter what I pretend to be, I understand but I dont like lot of things about us. They would not know the limit, what we can ask or tell and what we should not, about personal matters"
"Like what?"
"I dont know, it is hard to explain, they are useless and are boring. I am more obsessed with NFL. They talk about cricket. The topics they are interested in talking is kind of boring to me"
"Hmm, May be everyone is getting tired of their own people?"
"I really dont know about you, I mean, how you feel about people of your race, but I am really tired of them"
"How about the young people?"
"Actually they are worse. I really they seem to be worse than Indians I knew"
"May be your are the part of the problem?"
"Probably, Yes! Recently there was a movie came out, it is Telugu language film but dubbed in Tamil. The name is Pushpa-2. I could not watch it even 10 minutes. It was a huge box office hit all over India! Yeah, probably something wrong with me. I agree"
"Lots of violence?"
"Yeah but the whole movie is a mess, I believe. I dont understand people who watch these kind of crap!"
"Anyway it is just not for you"
"Hey I watched this movie in Amazon prime, The choice, a romantic drama. Liked it a lot"
"You watch only romantic comedies these days?"
"I could not watch violence anymore. Romantic comedy films, just low budget movies, simple plot is entertaining. I am sure many people will find that boring"
"I guy, a girl, another guy and love, the same thing in all romance movies, they would say"
"I agree. I am not going to justify my liking. I am just saying I like those kind of movies"
"OK, I got it"
"I have got to go. Talk soon!"
--to be continued when time permits.
